Very unexpectedly, a job came through that was offered to me. Although I appreciate all opportunities I receive, the problem was that I didn’t want this job. At all. On any level.
If I had deliberately made a list of everything that I didn’t want, I had just manifested it. A long drive from home, unpredictable schedule, not compatible with my skills, and so on. I had applied for the job months ago fully expecting to have something else in place before I would need to take it. Suddenly here it was, the only offer I had received and by now was necessary to accept.